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2009-11-13T19:47:00.002+08:00

Just post after so long never update..

So how am I recently?
I'm just not that good..
When I'm start to be like this?
It starts since I moved to Cheras,
which is a place that I hate the most for now..

What I wish for now is to go back to my own home..
I don't wanna stay here..
Not because of staying with an auntie,
Is just a feeling that I don't wanna stay here..

I'm just wanna out from here!!!

Not Feeling Well~~

2009-09-30T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today.. Lunch..
Acctually wanna cook laksa..
But it became ASAM TOMATO CURRY IKAN..
It sound weird.. but still nce to eat.. Kaka
It cook by mei yen and me... anyone wanna eat..
Just Register and line up.. haha (I noe many ppl wanna eat wat I cook..) ^^

Asam Tomato Curry Ikan beehon

Ps: Not feeling well today.. Throat is just so dried~

h@ppy b1rthd@y

2009-09-29T22:57:00.004+08:00

H@PpY B1rthd@y to Lee Mei Kee A.k.a M@gg13

the Sa Po who born at the day of 30 September 1990

We celebrate with her at Richie's Cafe, which we usually called it as "Orange"
because its surrounding is orange in colour. ^^

Ps : Moody today.. Maybe period coming soon.. XD
Pss : I'm so tired after Monday studies that from 8am-8pm

I found this ladybird at Secret Recipe..
It's so cute with two bigs eyes..
It also relate with Stefanie's quiz -- What the lady will be if she mixed with a bird..
The answer is LADYBIRD..
Cacated?? XD

Today

2009-09-27T15:03:00.005+08:00

Back home from Stefanie's house at 7.30am..
And went to bed again until 12.30pm..
I finally have a nice sleep during this long holiday..
I miss the holidays with friends..
Have a feeling that Doesn't want to back to Cheras..
Yesterday I did drunk a bit.. Mention is just a bit.. Not much k..
but i still remember what I did yesterday and i have lots of fun with friends again..

2 hours ago, went to King's Confectionery to buy cakes for my sister and bread..
Just a few things, we spend for RM100 for 23 things include 2 cakes.. XD

King's Confectionery (nearby Kepong KTM)

0.5kg fruit cake is just RM20.40

Fancy Mousse 1kg--RM31.80

ps: I miss the person again who didn't like me anymore
pss: today's weather is "unbalance", It just like my mood today

Is time to POST~~

2009-09-19T01:24:00.004+08:00

Post Post Post..
Sorry everyone.. Late to post..
So now Update!!
just roughly update k.. ^^

went to times square with yew peng, rebeccca choo, bowie just to have a brunch -- BBQ Plaza
(5th september 2009)

When to cheras for "exercise" with yew peng, rebecca, bowie and bowie's mom..
(6th September 2009)

These all are the mushroom we find during Climbing..

Celebrate Pui Yung's birthday on 16th September

Went to Yum Cha with Kai Ma a.k.a Kelly, Daddy a.k.a Stefanie and mei yen
(16 September 2009)

Went to BBQ Plaza again with Chang, Bowie and Huixin at night
(18 September 2009)

Mov1ng M0v1ng

2009-08-20T21:47:00.003+08:00

Last update for August before MOV1NG!!!!!

Am I happy for it??
mmmmmm.. I don't think so..
Because I need to pack for everythg which belongs to M3..
AND moving is certainly will miss a lot of stuff..

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Certainly I have nothing to post about..
AND I will miss you guys after I move..
KaKaKaKaKa.. =)

After My Bali trip, I will Update LOTS LOTS of pistures k..

敬请期待

2009-08-18T21:45:00.005+08:00

LOOK NICE???
I got the cake from Junyi..
Who baked the cake yesterday..
is NICE..
Yummy Yummy..
Oreo Cheese Cake~~~

And I watch G.I.Joe today..
It's pretty cool and nice..
I guess the production is more than a billion dollar to do it as a show..
haha..

~S.O.R.R.Y~

2009-08-16T21:50:00.006+08:00

Everyone.. I’m so S.O.R.R.Y

Sorry for long time didn’t update my blog.. and Sher-Rin made her comment to “force” me to update.. haha

As usual, I’m just lazy to update and I’m having my FINAL exam for this month..

But it will end on tmr afternoon.. haha..

Besides, after tmr afternoon, I wouldn't update until I get my new laptop..

WHY??

Because I will move to Cheras officially on 20th August 2009..
Why I need to move to Cheras where the place is so far away from my hse??
The reasons are just so simple..
1st ~ Nearby UCSI
2nd ~ Someone at there will "take care" of me..
Is all that simple enough??
haha..

After my FINAL..
I will be going to BALI to "get" H1N1..
Believe ot or not.. haha..
Bali is my only vacation for this year..
so sad T.T
So i wont update my blog recently..
If got anythg u can just text me or call me or just leave a comment.. **EASY**

And on 2nd August which was long long time ago..
I was having my breakfast with my family at 1pm..
haha..
And we went to a normal restaurant at Segambut..
When I got it there..
The first thing I saw is this
---------------------->>>>>

A bowl of noodle need RM13.00 (scared me)

We have all finish and the two bowl of noodles were in five people's stomach..
Imagine how big is that for just a bowl..
haha..

On the same day, I passby Kepong Metropolitan Park..
I saw all the kites werre in the sky..
All were just like tiny ants on sky..

AND
LAST BUT NOT LEAST

I found this accidentally on an album front page..
It's mean..

Nicol's farewell

2009-08-01T22:45:00.011+08:00

Pui Yung, Jia Ying, Junyi, JoEe, Maggie, Wen Fie, and me went to Fun OK, which is located at Taman Connaught, Cheras to celebrate Nicol's farewell, who is going to transfer to "somewhere"...
See those pictures kk..

Fun OK Fun OK

things under the table (1)

things under the table (2)

things under the table (3)

We play "UNO" for an hour with Nicol, Pui Yung, Jia Ying and me of coz..Junyi

Junyi

Jia Ying

Video recorder-Pui Yung, behind-Maggie

Left-Wen Fie, Right-Jo Ee

After all, WE gave Nicol a big surprise..
WE gave her a card and guess WHAT!!
She's CRIED!!
OMG!! WE had make her cry in the public..

First, She was looking into the words we wrote earlier

Second, She was sooo in touch and CRY

Group Picture (1)

Group Picture (2)

Group Picture (3)

In the evening, I go to Desa Park city with Yuen Li..
For a walk and relax ourselves..
We saw kinds of dog there.. They are sooooo CUTE(though i dont like dogs)
And we camwhore also.. haha.. "The two spec lady"

ps:::
1st)Nicol's farewell's video will be upload soon
It will be as fast as possible I have EDIT..
2nd)Dont ask me why Im not in the picture..
Because I'm the cameraman as usual..

2009-08-01T01:25:00.008+08:00

{~ Jenilee ~}
** HAPPY BIRTHDAY **

PS ::: Went to 1-utama to celebrate Jenilee..
And I accidentally saw Michelle Chee when I was ready to go to Gasoline..
Is a surprise to meet some old friends..
haha..
Michelle, miss u soooo much~~~

Outgoing

2009-08-01T00:39:00.007+08:00

Yesterday (31-7-09),
Was Jenilee's b'day..

But before celebrated with her,
I went to midvalley and got into Amanda(Hew)'s car to KDU to fetch our beloved kai ma a.k.a kAkA a.k.a Kelly for an outgoing..
Amanda and me had waited Kelly to ended her class for a long time..
And both of us had nthg to do outside of her skul chemistry lab to guess Which was she from the whole butch of human being.. (let's guess which one is she k..)
We did not decide early whr to go because WE dunno whr we can go..
But AT LAST..
WE go to Selayang mall to have a lunch at CONE PIZZA..
And we meet Weng Yian, Szi Yee, See Lim, Amanda Teh, Amanda Tan, Artisha and Esther..
WE meet they all in different place but still is in Selayang Mall's area..
wakakakaka.. (NOT FUNNY) =.=
Just check the pictures whose thr..
haha.. (but not all in)

We oso take a few pictures of ourselves, tooooo.. ^^

After everyone went back..
Is time for us to go back too..
at first we fecth Kelly go back to her hse and I was expected to see her "Chicken"

Saw the "Chicken" infront of the motosikal??
That 's kelly's favourite

2009-07-30T23:41:00.003+08:00

Went to Francis' class, who is the head of English department, today..
Just purposely went thr for a 10 minutes presentation..
SHIT
And..
The presentation is worst.. Not very perfect as I imagine..
Maybe is because of the title is not suit form "normal" people to do..
As the title is "the Factors to accept homosexuality nowadays"..

So now..
my laziness has take over me..
Just write for tiz post, I had use an hour to post..
haha..
Check my blog next time~~
BYE ^^

2009-07-27T22:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night I went to Le Classic to welcome Yew Peng and Choo who back from Kampar..
But they are going to Kampar again after few hours..
Is kinda sad that we juz met a while..
Soooooooooo,
Who are they who is in Le Classic??
They are......Stefanie(pOpO),Kelly(kAkA), Pang Pang, Amanda, Shin LU, Choo, Yew Peng, and ME!!
We have chat for all time so crazily, loudly..
All the people around us just wondering what happen around them..
We had been stared by PEOPLE for hours..
haha..
Anyway.. I miss the so-called-reunion yesterday..
I have a lots of fun after I had away from the past..
I miss the life when I was in secondary school..
I miss all my friends!!

And TODAY,
my washing machine has spoil..
It cause me trouble to wash all the dirty shirts "MANUALLY"
Who help me to fix it???

ps: I'm looking Forward to tomorrow..
ps: I miss all my friends from day to day, time to time~~

sick

2009-07-24T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm sick now.. Just because of the air-condition in auditorium is sooo cold today..
It makes me suspect myself having H1N1.. haha..
Anyway..
Argh!! Hard for me to do everythg NOW..

Because of the sickness I have now,
I have no mood to blog any.. (And I keep typing wrong words) ^^

To all blogger (whoever you are),
PLEASE update all ur blog..

ps: I saw U today.. haha
So surprise tat we can meet without have to make appointment with u..
haha..

Big Case

2009-07-23T04:16:00.004+08:00

Today.. Erm.. no!! Is yesterday (22/07/2009).. Was a "terrible" day for me..

At first,
I got an accident in bowie's car.. which means, Bowie drive and "bang other ppl's car but I got hurt my leg to blue-black.. So, you can imagine how "big" is the impact..
It's still pain for now.. T.T

Second,
On 22/07/2009 (12.27 midnight) / 23/07/2009 (12.27 morning)
I'm doing my assignment while my mom got a call from my aunt suddenly..
Do you noe wat exactly is the call for when is a midnight call??
You cant imagine this time.. haha XD
The call is about my uncle got caught by police, which the police said that he was involved in a robber case.. What the rubbish is that??
The police said they got the same fingerprints of the thief as him and needs him to go into the jail for one night..
Where got such thing as same fingerprints in this world??
Everyone fingerprints are not the same!!(@#$@#$^%$&*#$%!@#$@#%&^%)
Besides,
they also take away my uncle's US dollars to the police station, so-called as a"RECORDS".. (Now they are the thief of my uncle's house)
And they smoke inside my uncle's house.. No one had smoke inside his house, and the "PIG" police be the FIRST to smoke.. (What the HELL!) I'm gonna SUE them as smoking in my uncle's house during working time.. BABI police!!

Furthermore,
their ability to handle a case is 'soooooooooooo" fast!
they got the fingerprints after the case has passed for A WEEK!!
Is every police work so "fast"??
If yes, we can rob a bank, and many people got caught and said they have the same fingerprints as the robber before weeks we got really caught into the jail..

NONSENCE!!

*The end*

Finally

2009-07-21T21:30:00.004+08:00

Today's weather is so freaking chilly and it made me almost caught a cold.. (Who went somewhere nearby KL today will know how it's feel)
And you can see how dark is the cloud by the picture below:::

Plus today has three times heavy rain outside after everytime "BREAK"..
You sure feel curious why i know so details about today's weather..
is just because I having my Driving Exam today..
GUESS WHAT!!!
I passed~~~~~ (^^)
Can you see what I write??
is just a "PASSED" word
After my twice times failed..
Finally I PASS!!! (>.<)
I know is difficult to believe that Siow Shook Munn had failed twice in driving exam,
but is real as I failed twice just to get the stupid license from the idiot JPJ..

Anyway..
I have pass..
So, There is no more *so-called-heart attack* to me to retake the test anymore!!
And I can get to drive to nowhere..

Between,
I'm so tired of doing assignment..
I can't get to sleep early as usual..
I just sleep for 1 hour from yesterday to today..
That's from 6am to 7am..
This is the college's life when all the assignments come together..

15th July 2009

2009-07-19T23:19:00.010+08:00

{ Wow Wow Wow }

It's been a long time that i didnt post anythg in my blog..
since........(I think I had forgot when)
haha..^^

So..
Let me just tell u what I had done for 15th July 2009 (if I remember what I did)

15th July 2009:
As everyone know.. Today is my birthday..
And this is the happiest birthday celebration that I ever had with my family (though is the simplest one)..

I celebrate in KFC with my family

The latest Cheesy Chickaroni**
(It not very nice) ^^

Chickens**

Between, My college's friends celebrate for me too.

In this photo: Lee Maggie, Yung Yung, Wen Wen Mika, Jae Park, Junyi Mah, Wen Fie, Alice Yim, Teoh Pey Ling

Cake from Secret Recipe (Chocolate Strawberry)

I had finish it!! haha

They are chatting without care about me on my bday.. T.T

Mah Junyi's style

ON THE SAME DAY
We have our Office Application's presentation..

2008-11-19T12:32:00.005+08:00

SMK St. Mary Prom Night 2008

"ROCKSTAR"

Message: Event Info
Host: Nicol & Nadiah
Type: Party - Club Party
Network: Malaysia
Time and Place Date: Monday, December 15, 2008
Time: 6:00pm - 11:00pm
Clothes: Casual wear
Location: Club Quattro, Avenue K
Street: Jalan Ampang
City/Town: Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

Description :
17 yrs old and above PLS~~~
Price : RM100 per person (food & DJ included)
Entry with ticket only.
Ticket will be given on that day upon paying(for non st.marians).

For further information,pleasecontact:
-sweet_tokkie@hotmail.com(Nicol),
-nad ia_min over777 @ yahoo.com(Nadiah)

2008-11-13T16:19:00.002+08:00

Spm has started since this tuesday.. I had done 4 papers which is BM, BI, Sejarah and Maths..
The first day of spm we having BM.. But i din really study for it, as usual.. hehe.. N the most best part is the resting time..
I have been playing 'MONOPOLY' with Yew Peng, Felicia and Michelle in school library.. haha.. I think I win the game..
Anyway.. I don think I'm going to blog about anythg.. Y?? The reason is-- I'm too lazy... haha
So, wait for my blog next time..

2008-11-05T09:00:00.002+08:00

Can be say I'm sad now??
I had break the good memories that I can have for a long time after what I had done to my beloved.. I can't blame anyone why I done mistakes.. I had hurt my beloved again and again..
And now-----
I try to continue the good memories that I had broke.. But it's too late for me n her just because of i hurt her again and again.. So, what should I do now to recover the mistakes I had done?? Anyone can give suggestion?? How I can make her happy again without hurting her?? I promise I wont make her unhappy anymore and I will try my best to protect her whatever problem SHE having..
"I PROMISE"

2008-11-01T14:13:00.002+08:00

Blog.. Blog.. Blog..
What should I blog about??
Ohya!!
Just let me blog about yesterday night..
Haha..

Yesterday..
Is the most fun youth activity!!
Yeah!!
Yesterday is the last YAM night for this year in my church..
As usual..
We worship at first then we start our game..
The most excited part has come.. Haha
At first..
We had close our eyes with some black cloths.. Then, we got trap!!
We walk along the corridor in dark.. We got feed biscuits by the committee..
But the committee feed the biscuit into my nose.. OMG!! Disgusting!!
Along the way, we got splashed with water and flour.. Think about how u feel if having flour n water mixed together on your hair, body and your shirt.. It takes long time to wash it off..
Guest how long I wash all the flour off from my whole body..
Errrmmmm..
Just let me tell you..
I use two hours to wash the flour from my hair.. Just hair, I had use two hours to clean it.. So if is my friends with long hair they sure take much long time than me.. Hahahaha (devil laugh)

Anyway.. I really have lots of fun yesterday..
but now..
I need to worry about SPM.. 11 days more.. Haihz..
Just wait till the day to come..

Memories

2008-10-30T19:20:00.002+08:00

Memories
Can't be stored in our mind for years
Although we wanted it so much to be stored in our mind,
but still we can't do what we wanted..
No matter how important the memory is,
We still will forget the memory..
So don't promise to your important people that you'll remember all the memories forever..

But how to not let the memory to be forgotten??

Tired day

2008-10-20T20:41:00.002+08:00

Today can be say is the most tired day.

In the morning- rehersal for Co-co day
In the afternoon- rush to KL Kasturi just for four hours seminar
At night- Tuition

One whole day just busy about study n SPM..
Tired.........

Anyway, I just hoping for my cough to be recover.. ^^

ps: Still missing you who still felt so cold to me..

约定---- Promises

2008-10-18T10:17:00.003+08:00

我还记得我们的约定
I still remember our promises
一辈子幸福的约定
Promises which blessed for the whole life
为你写的那首歌
A song that I had wrote for YOU
他也偷偷的掉泪了
It started to cry

我还记得我们的约定
I still remember our promises
我比以前还更爱你了
I love you more than before
连那风都笑我了
The wind laugh at me
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了
But I think 'it' will tell You that I love you more than before

2008-10-06T20:51:00.003+08:00

A month to go for SPM..
The most important paper for lifetime..
SPM can get u for a good future if u get an excellent result..
But..
I din even get ready for SPM..
I cant even remember a single chapter of a subject..
Especially ADD-MATHS..
What am i goin to do??
OH--GOSH!!
This time I really going to die..

Even though SPM is coming soon,
I din forget to think about my future.. LOlx
I keep thinking what job I going to do so that i can earn money in a 'fast way'
I keep thinking what course Im going to take next year
AND
The mostly important
What life I'm going to have after I left school??
Life that without you-- I cant imagine it right now.. It might be terrible for a period of time..

Anyway..
After SPM, I'm going to a camp..
Is a High achiever's camp on 12th-19th Dec..
I think I will having real fun for first time i go camp alone n without my friends..
But Im going to miss my friend too
Haha..

SMK St. Mary, which is my school,
are going to have a promp night at BOULEVARD HOTEL on 7th Dec 2008..
What am I going to wear??
Haha..
U know what I'm going to wear if YOU know me well..
lolx..
I‘m looking forward to the promp night..
Hope it will be fun
N I going to there driving car.. haha
Unbelievable??
Im going to brg You go 'yum-cha' after i having my own car..
haha

ps: Will we being like this forever??

LOVE

2008-10-01T21:48:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you might feel that you will be happier alone
But it'i always nice to have someone laze around with
Someone to think about
Someone to care about
Someone to share your joys
So take a chance
You never know what you will get until you have really tried
So if there somebody you miss,
Tell him/her that you do..
Because there's something only LOVE can do..

Right Here Waiting

2008-09-27T14:08:00.002+08:00

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

ps: I'll be right here waiting for you
I welsome you to come into my heart again every day, hours, minutes and seconds
I wouldn't forget you and not to let u go out from my heart..

失去

2008-09-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

失去
令我的心疼了
失去你
令我永远都会想起你

在人生的道路上
遇上了你
是我的福气

我们都随着对方而改变
直到现在
我们也不断地改变着
不过
到了最后
还是回到开头
回到原始

我还以为
我不会失去你
可以永远和你在一起
原来我只是做了一场梦
一场只属于自己的梦

ps: I miss you,
please don't leave me alone
I need you
please forgive me
Can we back together??
Can we just forget our past and get back together??
please answer me
I just wanna be with you...

2008-09-22T19:29:00.002+08:00

我的自私是为你而存在的
我只想要把你换回
我不知会有这样的结果
如果还有机会
我要把历史改变
对不起
我只是太喜欢你了
对不起

你不再是属于我的了
你有了男友
那我呢？
永远也没朋友的人
我想-过了今年，我该消失了
对不起
我只想要和你在一起

我与你

2008-09-20T10:20:00.002+08:00

永远爱你的心，
永远也不会变。
直到我把我的爱意一起带上天堂。

我不是不想忘记你，
我有努力地尝试把你忘了
但是
我却忘不了。

不想忘记你，
更不想和其他人一起分享我的事务。
我只想要和你在一起，
一起过我俩的生活。

你在我的记忆里，
逐渐地消失了。
我很害怕我会失去你和我共有的回忆，
我不知要怎么做才能换回我的回忆，
你能告诉我怎么做嘛？

我不再是有伴的人。
而是孤单一人了。

我开始不晓得你的事了。
虽然我们的距离很近，
但是我们的心的距离已很遥远了。
电视剧你的剧情大多数都是这么说，
可我不是学剧情在说话。
我是依我的感觉而写出的。
我不想把所有的事都扛在我心里
对你的思恋我已无法自拔了。。

约定

2008-09-20T10:14:00.001+08:00

说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了

At last

2008-09-14T23:35:00.004+08:00

At last,
I'm not ur SHUJIN anymore.

Maybe too emo for tiz few days,
but i really dunno what I myself thinking about.

Is time to put a "fullstop"??
O a "coma" to have next episode?

Empty heart,
broken heart,
never be replaced by other people,
a heart which is full of YOU.

MISS

2008-09-14T00:45:00.004+08:00

Hate the world which is so tiring,
when can i be out from this world?

Wanted to get company by wind,
QUIETLY..

I don't wanna think,
I don't wanna be in a mess,
I wanna to be calmed and controlled,
Is that difficult?

I do not know what am I actually thinking of,
Just don't wanna be in suffered.

ps: I really missing about YOU..

2008-09-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

我要杀人！
(KILL)

2008-09-13T00:15:00.002+08:00

泪
只有在我们伤心时，
才会留下。

不过，
眼泪不知为何，
流下了我也不晓得。

是我太伤心了吗？
是我多想了吗？
还是你真的有了另一个？

想念你是我每一天的‘食物’。
为了守护这份思念，
我给与自己承诺-我不会再胡来了。

请你原谅我的‘胡来’。
现在我说"对不起"还能补偿我所做的一切吗?

ps: cant live without U..
please back to me..
will it be late for me to say all these?

我不再重要了吗？

2008-09-12T19:10:00.002+08:00

我不再重要了吗？
因为我感觉道你不会再在意我了。
不管我为你付出的是那么地少或多，
你也不在意了。。
对你而言，
朋友是第一的。

失去了你，
没人会在意我会不会开心。
失去了你，
没人会在意我的心情。
失去了你，
更是每人能和我分享我的每一天。

ps:我何时才能和你再一次的在一起呢？

我忘记你需要多久时间

2008-09-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

想要想起一个忘记了的人很难..

但是想要忘记一个无法忘记的人真的更难..
和你一起时间过的真的很快, 不知不觉间就已经2年了..
一直被你爱着，又一直爱着你..

就算看不见你的时候会觉得难受..

如今你离去了..

去寻找你觉得是对的幸福，

去寻找你自己也不知道自己到底想要寻找什么的东西！
你知道的太少，明白的太少，经历的太少..

所以你必需在人生的旅途上去寻找，去尝试，去徘徊..

也许你会幸福，也许你会受伤，

但是你会明白很多, 很多你不知的人生..
因为人生本来就是一场充满喜悦和忧伤的故事..

你的选择不一定是对的，也不一定是错的..

但是你总会去选择, 总会去尝试..

因为你必需面对选择, 面对生活..
你按着自己选择的路走下去了..

无论结果如何, 那也是你自己选择的路..

离开我是你所选择的..

不过, 我希望你的决定是正确..
因为我希望你能幸福..

因为我选择了爱你, 选择了你想要渡过的幸福这条路..

我也是下了决心的..
你可以选择你认为对的路..

我也可以..不是吗？？
所以请别叫我放弃..

因为你自己都无法放弃..

那为什么要叫我放弃爱你呢??

为什么想要我忘记你呢？
我们所经历的, 所度过的那些美好的回忆..你觉得我能忘记吗？？
我觉得是一生, 一生也无法忘记..

一生都无法忘记你曾经对我的好, 对我的爱..

一生都无法忘记你给过我被爱的幸福..

一生都无法忘记那些回忆..
人们总是说过去的就是曾经, 美好的会在将来..

但是没有曾经的那一点一滴, 又哪来的将来呢？？

连晓云,对不起..

"不爱你",我做不到..

"忘记你",我也做不到..

即使我知道自己的爱会对你造成很大的压力,

但是已经没有办法让自己停下来了, 没有办法让自己不去爱你这样的傻瓜！！

忘记你我需要多久呢？
需要到死去的那天也说不定..

所以我有必要让自己去忘记吗？？

不需要吧..

因为这根本是不可能..

因为在我死去的那一天我自然就忘记了！！

爱你, 所以要你幸福,要你快乐..
感觉是不是很自私??
谁也不知道你是不是真的能幸福, 真的能快乐..
希望我的愿望能实现..
即使不能和你相爱,

即使和你一起幸福的愿望不能实现,
我也希望你能幸福, 能一直幸福下去..
一切只是因为自己真的爱你了..

真的无法不爱你了..